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Controlled Circumstances by Jessica Walker (R)
I've been a very bad driver, abandoning you all for a while there (bad Life! stop getting in the way!) but I return with a little rec-spam today. I hope you enjoy!
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Wesley: I have, in fact, faced two vampires myself. Under controlled circumstances, of course.
Giles: Well, no danger of finding those here.
Wesley: Vampires?
Giles: Controlled circumstances.
-"Bad Girls"
Fandom: ANGEL
Pairing: Angel/Wesley
Author on LJ:
poisoninjest
Author Website: http://www.ficbitch.com/
Why this must be read:
This Angel/Wesley fic bring Teh Angst in a most delicious way. There's not a whole lot I can say beyond, "Holy god, this is good." This is pre-S3 Wes-fic exactly how I like it, angsty with a pinch of complete desperation. I've also linked to the alternate ending because both versions are utterly delicious.
And sometimes your life just comes down to moments like this one, the utter futility of it all knocking you on your ass once again. Because everything I ever wanted is here in this bed and I can't have it, can't have any of it, wouldn't know how to ask for it if I thought there was half a chance in hell of it happening. And I adore him and fear him and worship him and envy him and resent him and I. want. him. so. badly.
Controlled Circumstances
Controlled Circumstances: Alternate Ending (NC-17) (now with only slightly less angst and more porn)
~~~~~
Wesley: I have, in fact, faced two vampires myself. Under controlled circumstances, of course.
Giles: Well, no danger of finding those here.
Wesley: Vampires?
Giles: Controlled circumstances.
-"Bad Girls"
Fandom: ANGEL
Pairing: Angel/Wesley
Author on LJ:
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
Author Website: http://www.ficbitch.com/
Why this must be read:
This Angel/Wesley fic bring Teh Angst in a most delicious way. There's not a whole lot I can say beyond, "Holy god, this is good." This is pre-S3 Wes-fic exactly how I like it, angsty with a pinch of complete desperation. I've also linked to the alternate ending because both versions are utterly delicious.
And sometimes your life just comes down to moments like this one, the utter futility of it all knocking you on your ass once again. Because everything I ever wanted is here in this bed and I can't have it, can't have any of it, wouldn't know how to ask for it if I thought there was half a chance in hell of it happening. And I adore him and fear him and worship him and envy him and resent him and I. want. him. so. badly.
Controlled Circumstances
Controlled Circumstances: Alternate Ending (NC-17) (now with only slightly less angst and more porn)