I was fascinated by this story although I found it very long. I think all could have been achieved in half the length, although I believe the author was trying to give a realistic timeline. All too often in H/C stories one or other agent is hurt beyond recognition, only to be resurrected after a couple of days in intensive care - often being well enough for bedroom games with the other almost immediately.

And speaking of bedroom games, I quite enjoyed the sex in the story, although as I'm not too keen on rape of any kind I skimmed over that, and I understand why it was important for Illya to have someone to love after his ordeal. I just wish it had been Napoleon. There were so many occasions of mm hugging, cuddling and Illya even comes on to Napoleon, that I felt a little cheated that they just went back to being buddies afterwards.

I always feel exhausted after reading this author's stories, but they're well written and I sense a medical background. I like H/C in moderation and after reading that I feel as if I've overdosed.