hermitsoul: woman wearing a corset (Tara Essential: kathyh)
hermitsoul ([personal profile] hermitsoul) wrote in [community profile] crack_van2006-01-01 08:47 pm

Quick and Bitter, Slow and Sweet by Miss Murchison (R)

Fandom:  BUFFY
Pairing: Spike/Tara
Author on LJ: [livejournal.com profile] missmurchison 
Author Website: Chiaroscuro
Why this must be read: 

Tara needs help killing a demon some friends of hers called up by mistake.  Spike wants a spell that will make him stop loving Buffy.  With some concern on Tara's part they make a deal to help each other out but sometimes things don't turn out like planned, especially when a certain manipulative ball of energy has a plan of her own.


 Tara had no illusions that Spike was "reformed."  Giles had used that word once in a puzzled, wondering tone, but Tara had rejected the description.  There was nothing in Spike to reform or redeem.  He was a demon, not a human, and it was absurd to talk about him as if he'd consciously rejected human values and was somehow coming to accept them again.

        Spike had nothing resembling a human conscience.  He didn't care about people in general, and Tara could see no reason why he should, any more than she should care about vampires as a species.  But for the few people that Spike had inexplicably come to love, there was nothing he wouldn't do, from letting himself be tortured by a hell god, to risking his life in battle, to keeping his promise not to smoke indoors, to apologizing for a sarcastic comment about a sensitive teenager's new outfit.  And Tara suspected that it was those small courtesies that cost him the most.  He adored making grand gestures; petty annoyances drove him mad.


Quick and Bitter, Slow and Sweet

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