And When They Fall by fryadvocate (NC17)

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Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Author on LJ: fryadvocate
Author Website: none
Why this must be read:

This is a longish, introspective fic about the relationship and history Dean and Sam have between them. I like to think that this story challenges the most basic ideological differences we see them struggle with in every episode. Pretty pretty boys, hurting.

Until the second time that Sam walked away from his brother, he had not known what it meant to be lost. For a month in Colorado he thought about all the times that he had seen Dean's tail lights, leaving him behind each and every time. Sometimes he thought about fighting with his father and how Winchester men held grudges until one of them died and still managed to find enough emotion to mourn.


And When They Fall