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Watershed by Nifra Idril (NC-17)
Fandom: DUE SOUTH
Pairing: RayK/Fraser
Author on LJ:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
nifra_idril
Author Website: neon lights
Why this must be read:
This is a great story about Ray and how scared of relationships he is post-Stella. His denial is so frustrating and well done. You see him lying to himself over and over again, and he thinks that he sees the situation between him and Fraser clearly, when really, he's not letting himself see it at all. He fails to realize, for instance, that the fact that he notices how much Fraser watches him means that he's watching Fraser right back. Ray complains about Fraser being in love with him when you can see that the person he's really mad at is himself. By the end, you're torn between smacking Ray upside the head or taking him home and making him a nice cup of coffee and some hot soup. Oh, Ray.
Ray has not once gotten hard thinking about Fraser. He has not even *one* time jacked off thinking about Fraser. Fraser is *not* a sexual being in Ray's mind, and Ray has worked *hard* at that, dammit.
Because Fraser is fucking pretty, and Ray's got eyes. He can *see* that Fraser's this tall, strong, cut guy. He can *see* that Fraser's got the brightest eyes in the whole world. He can *see* that Fraser's got a great ass and soft looking lips.
He's not *blind*, dammit.
But he's also *not* attracted to Fraser. He hasn't *let* himself be attracted to Fraser. This was all on purpose, and a pretty fucking extreme act of will. A necessary one, though, because the first time Ray saw Fraser he noticed him.
Ray *really* noticed him.
And that spelled t-r-o-u-b-l-e, which is actually pretty accurate because Fraser's basically a trouble magnet but that's beside the point.
Watershed
Pairing: RayK/Fraser
Author on LJ:
nifra_idrilAuthor Website: neon lights
Why this must be read:
This is a great story about Ray and how scared of relationships he is post-Stella. His denial is so frustrating and well done. You see him lying to himself over and over again, and he thinks that he sees the situation between him and Fraser clearly, when really, he's not letting himself see it at all. He fails to realize, for instance, that the fact that he notices how much Fraser watches him means that he's watching Fraser right back. Ray complains about Fraser being in love with him when you can see that the person he's really mad at is himself. By the end, you're torn between smacking Ray upside the head or taking him home and making him a nice cup of coffee and some hot soup. Oh, Ray.
Ray has not once gotten hard thinking about Fraser. He has not even *one* time jacked off thinking about Fraser. Fraser is *not* a sexual being in Ray's mind, and Ray has worked *hard* at that, dammit.
Because Fraser is fucking pretty, and Ray's got eyes. He can *see* that Fraser's this tall, strong, cut guy. He can *see* that Fraser's got the brightest eyes in the whole world. He can *see* that Fraser's got a great ass and soft looking lips.
He's not *blind*, dammit.
But he's also *not* attracted to Fraser. He hasn't *let* himself be attracted to Fraser. This was all on purpose, and a pretty fucking extreme act of will. A necessary one, though, because the first time Ray saw Fraser he noticed him.
Ray *really* noticed him.
And that spelled t-r-o-u-b-l-e, which is actually pretty accurate because Fraser's basically a trouble magnet but that's beside the point.
Watershed