Choices, by: Jane Davitt. (NC-17)

[thady.livejournal.com]

Fandom: STARGATE SG-1
Pairing: Daniel/Jack
Length: ~ 1,280 words
Author on LJ: janedavitt
Author Website: http://www.janedavitt.com/

Why this must be read:

Beside the fact that this is a very hot story, it offers a very interesting look into Jack's head. I love the dichotomy between Jack's fantasies and reality. Even though he has Daniel it isn't the Daniel in his head. Great characterization, and Jack's problem is very realistic.

Jack's … well, he knows what he's doing. Knows a dozen or more ways to label it, too, but why bother voicing them, even in his head, when his hands are moving slow and sure and hard.

Any of them will do, from the profane to the crude to the fucked-up and funny.

He's not looking down at what his hands are doing, though. Hairy chest and belly, white and pink scars like melted candy canes… it's not inspiring.

Doesn't matter. He's got a job to do tonight… call it housekeeping.

He flicks through his memories and chooses a fantasy from a well-thumbed list. Some are bland, generic; some he shies away from. Has to be in the mood for them. Has to want it nasty and sick, fantasies that make him come with a shudder of shame (come hard, though, come violently, pleasure wrenched from him, his body tortured by what he's doing to it, clamped, impaled, excesses he regrets really quickly because he's left hurting).

Choices.

Comments

[janedavitt.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for the kind rec! This was a difficult fic to write in some ways -- Jack's hurting so much -- and I'm glad it worked for you.

[thady.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! It is well deserved. :)