crack_van | I Nothing But To Please His Fantasy by Paperclipbitch (NC-17)

Fandom: TORCHWOOD
Pairing: Jack/John
Length: 8,610 words
Author on LJ:

paperclipbitch
Author Website: Her LJ
Why this must be read:

I think a number of fics from

paperclipbitch have already been recced on

crack_van but I was amazed to see that this one hadn't been. It's my favourite of hers, it's a vicious, beautifully lyrical piece, but I love it for its twist, and for its poetry. It's not a comfortable read, but oh boy, what a ride. This is what might have happened between Jack and John inside the timeloop. (Warning for dub con)

You tell him you love him when he’s flat on his back unconscious, starlight glistening off the blood pool on the ground to your left and you’re sticky from where he came between your thighs.

You tell him you love him, though you don’t know his name and he doesn’t know yours. Sometimes, you open your eyes and you don’t know your own name any more.

What he calls you isn’t your name.

I Nothing But To Please His Fantasy