ext_28386 ([identity profile] mizface.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] crack_van2012-05-06 10:44 am
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This Hell We’ve Made by Bewaretheides15 (NC-17)

Fandom: WB/CW RPF
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Length: 68,362
Author on LJ: [livejournal.com profile] bewaretheides15
Author Website: link to AO3
Why this must be read:

In honor of the fact that I am going to see The Avengers tomorrow night, I give you one of my favorite fics by someone I recced last time I drove. Here’s the author’s summary: Except for the fact that they were both born with remarkable superhuman abilities, and a seething mutual dislike, Jared and Jensen have nothing in common. Turns out, though, that they may also be the only ones who can save each other from themselves.

I love that both Jared and Jensen are broken in their own very different ways, and that they each both fight and need the connection they have. The author gives us great Jared and Jensen POV, and I adore the use of language – it feels very real and in-the-moment. Plus, there are super-powers, and a team put together by Jeff Morgan that includes Misha, Tom, Chad and Sandy.

Author’s warnings include: brief depictions of past abuse, self-harm and mild dubcon.


"You think you're special, don't you Jensen?" Jensen’s mouth opens on a snide comeback but Jeff's raised hand forestalls him, "You're right. You are special. Hell, they pumped enough elephant tranquilizer in you not an hour ago to kill a small herd of, well, elephants, and here you are up and at 'em again. You barely even look sleepy. Pissed off, but not sleepy." Jeff quirks a smile at him and Jensen wonders how fast his enamel will grow back if he grinds his teeth to powder during this conversation. "So yes, you're very special, the best self-healer I've ever seen, but you're not unique."

Jensen gets stuck somewhere around 'self-healer'. It's a good term for what he does, he guesses, but why the hell does this guy even know what he can do? Jensen's always been careful; his parents are the only ones who'd ever seen him injured enough to be able to put it together, but they were too tweaked out last Jensen heard for anybody to believe anything they said.

Jeff makes a small 'mmm' that might be a laugh and nods. "You thought you were the only one with gifts, Jensen? Not at all. You may be exceptional, but there are plenty of other people with their own abilities, some even more powerful than you. Jared here, for example," he lifts a hand to indicate the young guy leaning against the wall. Hazel eyes flicker up over Jensen's - never quite locking - in a semblance of a surly greeting, then slip back down to the spot just beyond Jensen's shoulder. "Jared is precognitive. That means he can see the future, so if you were planning on some daring escape, don't." It's only half a joke and Jensen feels his spirits sink. So much for that brilliant, not yet formed idea. "Everyone on our team has special attributes."

"Your team?" he asks coldly. So that explains who the rubber-fetishist are. For the moment he's just going to ignore the mindfuck that is the idea of other people running around with... ok, in his head, he's always called his healing thing a superpower, but aside from that rockin' body, Jared doesn't exactly look like he's going to be starring in any comic books any time soon, so maybe he needs a new term for it. Fuck, this is way too much.

"Yes,” Jeff nods, undeterred, "my team, Jared's team, and with any luck, your team."

Jensen feels the sneer curving his lips, doesn't do anything to disguise it. "I don't play well with others."

Jeff actually laughs at that, low but throaty and genuine. "Yes, I'm well aware of that. I'm well aware of absolutely everything there is to know about you, actually." Jensen's mind screeches to a halt. Shit, Jeff said everyone on the team has powers, that means he must have powers too. Oh shit shitshit, what if he can read minds or something crazy like that? What if he knows what Jensen's thinking right now? What if he knows how Jensen's been paying for that fucking hotel room they busted him in? What if he just heard Jensen refer to himself as having a 'superpower'? Christ this sucks.

Jared huffs a breath that sounds really close to a stifled laugh, but by the time Jensen looks up, his face is stoic again.


This Hell We’ve Made