Clean by The Spike (NC-17)

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Fandom: ANGEL THE SERIES
Pairing: Wesley/Angel
Author on LJ: spike21
Author Website: The Spike's Slash Pages
Why this must be read: This is another Wesleyfic, as it's Christmas. Clean: Wesley, slowly, deliberately, precisely, walks into his bathroom, washes his hands and has a wank. Wesley, with the possibility of Angel, the heading says. I love this fic for its wave, its surging crescendo of words, sensations, images, thoughts that crash over you urgently and then fall back. It's perfectly paced. It's a fucking orgasm and it made me feel dirty reading it. I love it. I hope you do too.

His hands are numb, the fingers white and pinched looking. He lets the water run. The sound helps cover... Dries his hands. Heat already pounding inside them but when he touches them to his own cheeks... so cold.

Cold line fingerdrawn down the curved bracket around that smile. Down. Cold fingers cup his jaw, hard. Harder. Hard enough to bruise.

Wishing he were strong enough to do more than shake with the effort of it. Pulling his own chin free to hold it proud.

Clean