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nickygabriel ([personal profile] nickygabriel) wrote in [community profile] crack_van2009-05-04 11:37 pm
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Shattered Trust by Kate (CMT) (R)

Fandom: STARSKY & HUTCH
Pairing: none
Length: 11 000 words
Author on LJ: not known
Author Website: HERE
Why this must be read:

"Starsky vs. Hutch" is one of my favorite episodes and finally I've found a story that not only is beautiful, emotional and heartbreaking, but also shows that what had happened after the tag to this episode could truly be a lesson of friendship and forgiveness for both Hutch AND Starsky. If you don't like Kira, don't worry – she's not there. But there is other special woman who also loved them both.
The blood drained from his face with a suddenness that left him reeling. It was like being thrust backward in time. The paper had faded but the ink had not, as clear as the day it was first written. He had a sudden vivid memory of sitting on the floor in Starsky’s kitchen, reading the note through tear-blurred eyes.

Please love them both...

The clamor around him grew abruptly muddled, hollow and distant as if the world was being sucked into a bottomless black hole. His hands shook. Inside his chest, his heart thundered wildly, pumping hot blood and morbidly cold fear into his ears - - the fear of failure.

She’d asked for his promise - - such a simple thing he should have been able to give forever. Starsky was his soulmate, had always been his soulmate. Terri had known that from the first moment she’d seen them together. She hadn’t asked him to protect Starsky, to watch over him or keep him from harm, but simply to love him, something he should have been able to do without conscious thought or effort.

“I entrust Ollie and Dave. Please love them both...”

Oh, shit.

It was too hard to function, to think. The bottom dropped from his world, leaving him stripped and naked, his soul exposed to the unforgivably ugly thing he’d done... how miserably he’d failed.

Shattered Trust

[identity profile] nancys-soul.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the rec! I like kate`s stories.

[identity profile] mac-sh.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I've actually read this one! it's very good...! ^^

[identity profile] mac-sh.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
cool, I haven't read that one...! ^^

haha, I'd love to but I don't think I'd be the right person for the job... I haven't read fanficiton in like ages (or at least it feels like it)... that's one of the reasons I think this site is great because I want to start reading (and writing) again! =D however, I actually know some pretty good ones, but I don't know if it'll be enough to cover up a whole month...=P <3

btw, I have a question! when you recommend fanfics like this, doesn't it happen that you recommend fanfics that has already been recommended before?

[identity profile] mac-sh.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
hmm, that's not too many! =D *w00t*

ok! that sounds kinda complicated to me, lol! just how do you check if someone's already recommended a story?(I blame my cluelessness on being new here on LJ...=P sorry for the trouble! *blush*)

[identity profile] mac-sh.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks! that really helps! =D (and I just checked and saw that most of the ones I wanted to recommend has already been recommended...lol! =P)

but hey, maybe when I've read a few new ones I'll do it! ^^

thanks so much! <3 *hugs*