Death’s Other Kingdom by Mona (R)

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Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Gen
Author on LJ: mona1347
Author Website: Mona's Fic Tag
Why this must be read: What it’s like to be a prisoner inside your own body. How it feels to scream but nobody hears you. The story is delightfully creepy and will stick with you for a long time after it’s over.

I scream and there is no sound. I struggle but there's nothing to struggle against. I'm nothing.

I'm not.

I can't tell what I am, where I am. Am I dead? I can see out of my eyes and feel drops of moisture roll off this man's brow, splash onto my collar bone, but I can't move. I can't even blink or shift the focus of my gaze. I feel him thrust between my legs, feel him inside me, but there's something else inside me too, in my head, and it moans and grinds my hips and it's not me, oh God, it's not me, it's not me, it's not me, it's not…

Something laughs, dark and abrasive, way in the back of my panicked brain.

We're in this together now sweet little Meghan. Nothing like the press of flesh on flesh, huh? Thanks for the loan baby, not something I get to experience all the time...

No.

It is the one in the front and I'm stuck behind. Back, way back inside. Behind control. I am stuck behind this laughing Something, imprisoned in a place reserved for idle thoughts and daydreams, where I can think and see and feel and scream but…

This is a nightmare. It's a nightmare and I'll wake up soon. I have to wake up soon.

Death’s Other Kingdom

Comments

[mona1347.livejournal.com]

Oh wow, thank you so much for the rec! *beams*