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saraid (NC17)
Apologies for being a little late with this. I've had some problems accessing LJ the past couple of days again.
Fandom: THE SENTINEL
Pairing: Jim Ellison/Blair Sandburg
Length: DLS - 7 stories; Always Be - 4 stories
Author on LJ:saraid
Author Website: http://www.wf.net/~gofboats/TSindex.htm
Warnings: Non-con, dubious consent.
Why this must be read: This starts out in Dirty Little Secrets as a dark and rather grim series of stories where Jim and Blair are forced to have sex in order to maintain their bond as Sentinel and Guide. There's non-con and dubious consent involved but still with an undercurrent of caring for each other just beneath the somewhat gritty surface. In Always Be, saraid segues this into a rather sweet and loving story of two men who manage to overcome both their "dirty little secrets" and a life that has kept them apart and gives them (and us) a happy ending.
Dirty Little Secrets
"Maybe if we just ignore it....or only give on to it when we absolutely have to..."
"I think I'll end up getting hurt again if we do that."
Jim had to agree, silently, that letting that pressure build again probably wasn't the best idea.
"So we just do it once in a while." he sighed. "We can go on with our lives, with this one change."
"It's a change that changes everything, Jim." Blair turned over and stared at him in the dark. Jim could see how serious he was, as if hearing it wasn't enough. "It changes who we are. How we think of ourselves. I don't know if I can ever integrate this with my self-image."
"Maybe if I let you fuck me next time." Jim couldn't believe those words had come from his mouth. Blair just stared at him thoughtfully.
"Maybe." he lay back down and curled over into his side.
"You're not going to leave?" Jim asked hesitantly after some time had passed. Blair sounded drowsy when he answered.
"I'm not going to leave."
Fandom: THE SENTINEL
Pairing: Jim Ellison/Blair Sandburg
Length: DLS - 7 stories; Always Be - 4 stories
Author on LJ:
saraidAuthor Website: http://www.wf.net/~gofboats/TSindex.htm
Warnings: Non-con, dubious consent.
Why this must be read: This starts out in Dirty Little Secrets as a dark and rather grim series of stories where Jim and Blair are forced to have sex in order to maintain their bond as Sentinel and Guide. There's non-con and dubious consent involved but still with an undercurrent of caring for each other just beneath the somewhat gritty surface. In Always Be, saraid segues this into a rather sweet and loving story of two men who manage to overcome both their "dirty little secrets" and a life that has kept them apart and gives them (and us) a happy ending.
Dirty Little Secrets
"Maybe if we just ignore it....or only give on to it when we absolutely have to..."
"I think I'll end up getting hurt again if we do that."
Jim had to agree, silently, that letting that pressure build again probably wasn't the best idea.
"So we just do it once in a while." he sighed. "We can go on with our lives, with this one change."
"It's a change that changes everything, Jim." Blair turned over and stared at him in the dark. Jim could see how serious he was, as if hearing it wasn't enough. "It changes who we are. How we think of ourselves. I don't know if I can ever integrate this with my self-image."
"Maybe if I let you fuck me next time." Jim couldn't believe those words had come from his mouth. Blair just stared at him thoughtfully.
"Maybe." he lay back down and curled over into his side.
"You're not going to leave?" Jim asked hesitantly after some time had passed. Blair sounded drowsy when he answered.
"I'm not going to leave."
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