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crack_van2011-10-18 12:02 pm
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Every Word A Piece of My Heart by smilla840 (NC-17)
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Dean/Jimmy, Dean/Cas, Dean/Cas/Jimmy
Length: 11,000
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smilla840
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Ok, I might have a thing for Jimmy. But really, any role that Cas plays on Supernatural is perfection. I really loved the promise of Jimmy. That all aside...
4th and 5th season apocalypse stories are my favorite and I like this one in part so much because while it gives us a glimpse of an apocalypse we could have seen, it's about what happens after. And what does happen after the apocalypse is over and the rest of the world never even paid attention? Well, you go back to your life from before, right? But there's a lot of consequences to that, emotions, and Dean has never been good at normal, anyway.
The loss Dean feels with Cas gone, his attachment to Jimmy, and frankly, Jimmy's attachment to Castiel (and Dean) make for one hell of an emotional clusterfuck in the wake of the apocalypse. It's interesting to see what has become of Jimmy's faith, of his life now that he's no longer a host. I love the thought that goes into their emotional stability, into what happens after. Teaming with great emotion and domesticity, but it isn't overly sappy. I just like how they come together.
Eventually Sam falls silent and they make their way back to the motel. Jimmy is so lost in thought – two years, it’s been *two years* since he last saw Amelia and Claire – that he doesn’t notice Sam has stopped moving in the middle of the parking lot until he bumps into him.
"Sorry," he says, startled back to the present.
Sam fidgets.
"Do you know…" Sam trails off, looking a bit uncomfortable. He clears his throat and tries again. "I mean, you know Dean doesn’t have anything against you, right?"
Oh. That’s what this is about.
"Yeah, I know. I just happen to look exactly like Castiel. And I’m guessing he didn’t say anything about going back to Heaven once Lucifer was gone?"
Sam looks relieved and then vaguely horrified. "Wait, you mean you were *there* when –"
"What? No!" Jimmy feels his face grow hot and mentally groans. The occasional flashes he got from Dean and Castiel’s sex life always made him feel awkward – for all the wrong reasons – and he’s tried not to think too much about it. "I wasn’t! They just– they *asked* me before…"
"And you said yes?" Sam asks, sounding both fascinated and weirded out.
"It’s not like I expected to see my wife again in her lifetime," he says defensively. "Castiel warned me I’d be his vessel for hundreds of years. What was I going to say – ‘no’? It would have made all three of us miserable. They loved each other."
"Yeah," Sam agrees quietly. "They did."
What more is there to say?
Every Word A Piece of My Heart
Pairing: Dean/Jimmy, Dean/Cas, Dean/Cas/Jimmy
Length: 11,000
Author on LJ:
smilla840 Author Website: Tags
Ok, I might have a thing for Jimmy. But really, any role that Cas plays on Supernatural is perfection. I really loved the promise of Jimmy. That all aside...
4th and 5th season apocalypse stories are my favorite and I like this one in part so much because while it gives us a glimpse of an apocalypse we could have seen, it's about what happens after. And what does happen after the apocalypse is over and the rest of the world never even paid attention? Well, you go back to your life from before, right? But there's a lot of consequences to that, emotions, and Dean has never been good at normal, anyway.
The loss Dean feels with Cas gone, his attachment to Jimmy, and frankly, Jimmy's attachment to Castiel (and Dean) make for one hell of an emotional clusterfuck in the wake of the apocalypse. It's interesting to see what has become of Jimmy's faith, of his life now that he's no longer a host. I love the thought that goes into their emotional stability, into what happens after. Teaming with great emotion and domesticity, but it isn't overly sappy. I just like how they come together.
Eventually Sam falls silent and they make their way back to the motel. Jimmy is so lost in thought – two years, it’s been *two years* since he last saw Amelia and Claire – that he doesn’t notice Sam has stopped moving in the middle of the parking lot until he bumps into him.
"Sorry," he says, startled back to the present.
Sam fidgets.
"Do you know…" Sam trails off, looking a bit uncomfortable. He clears his throat and tries again. "I mean, you know Dean doesn’t have anything against you, right?"
Oh. That’s what this is about.
"Yeah, I know. I just happen to look exactly like Castiel. And I’m guessing he didn’t say anything about going back to Heaven once Lucifer was gone?"
Sam looks relieved and then vaguely horrified. "Wait, you mean you were *there* when –"
"What? No!" Jimmy feels his face grow hot and mentally groans. The occasional flashes he got from Dean and Castiel’s sex life always made him feel awkward – for all the wrong reasons – and he’s tried not to think too much about it. "I wasn’t! They just– they *asked* me before…"
"And you said yes?" Sam asks, sounding both fascinated and weirded out.
"It’s not like I expected to see my wife again in her lifetime," he says defensively. "Castiel warned me I’d be his vessel for hundreds of years. What was I going to say – ‘no’? It would have made all three of us miserable. They loved each other."
"Yeah," Sam agrees quietly. "They did."
What more is there to say?
Every Word A Piece of My Heart