Fandom: THE PROFESSIONALS
Pairing: Bodie/Doyle
Length: 3600 words, 21kb.
Author on LJ: don't think so.
Author Website: don't know of one.
Why this must be read: For the countdown at the end.
I don't know anything about this author. There's no contact email, no website with information, no nothing. There are simply two stories on the online Circuit Archive, and a third on the CD. But I love her writing style.
Faint sound in the hollow dark behind him. Run. He couldn't. The pain in his head was at best a concussion, at worst a skull-fracture waiting to shift and - and what? Kill him? He heard his own laughter, a chilly rattle. There were worse things. Jesus. There were worse things; already had been. The sounds focussed. Became - human, searching. Some mad propriety sent his hands to the front of jeans that would never fasten again, then to the remnants of his shirt, which he pulled down and ran.
We begin with Bodie fleeing. Very bad things have happened to him, and as his brain tries to make sense of it, his body is running: running to Doyle. The writing is gorgeous - but, warning ahead, not everyone will want to read it: Bodie has been raped. The event isn't in the story but the references to it are explicit and start right at the beginning. He won't go to a hospital, but does trust Doyle to look after him.
( Which Doyle does. Extract below the cut... )Doyle calms him, tends to him physically and reassures him emotionally. Eventually, he is able to reduce the pain enough for Bodie to sleep. And right at the end of this story, there is a countdown into that sleep. And the conversation in this countdown is beautifully portrayed. Everything shrinks down to the two of them in that room and what they're telling each other. I desperately, desperately want to quote it -- but it's right at the end of the story, and it would destroy it to do so.
October, by Rowan