Hi, I'm
nos4a2no9 (call me Nos) and I'll be taking the wheel for CW RPS this month. I'm going to focus on recommending some select stories from the annual
SPN/J2 Big Bang challenge. Long stories are love, and the Big Bang has produced a whole host of meaty fics that you can really sink your metaphorical teeth into.
Okay, let's get started!
Fandom: RPF: the WB/CW
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki
Length: ~33,000 words
Author on LJ:
riyku, with
art by
zaipixieAuthor Website: Here Be the Fic on LJ
Why this must be read:A Handful of Rain is one of those rare stories that reads like original fic. The tale follows former junkie Jensen as he tries to get clean and get his life back together. After a nasty overdose he lands in a halfway house run by Jared, and the two begin to build a friendship that eventually blossoms into romance. If you're a veteran RPS reader, you can probably identify some of the thematic and emotional pitfalls that could plague a story written by someone less confident than
riyku. There is potential for squicky trust abuse (Jared is a drug counsellor, after all, and Jensen is his counsellee) and such a melodramatic plot could run the risk of offering up an unrealistic or inaccurate representation of drug addiction. Instead, we're treated to a remarkably lyrical and moving portrait of the painful process of withdrawal and recovery.
The prose here is fabulous, poetic without sacrificing realism, and
riyku proves she has an excellent handle on the emotional, physical and psychological complications of serious long-term drug addiction. The story's focus remains firmly on addiction, even as the J2 romance develops.
riyku doesn't let her characters (or the reader) off easy, and the constant drumbeat of addiction is as much a central thematic fixture for reader as much as it is for Jensen.
A Handful of Rain asks some serious and challenging questions about love, drug dependency, hope, and the meagre expectations of former addicts. It shows us how difficult yet rewarding each passing day becomes. I haven't read anything (in published or self-posted fanfic) that approaches this level of sensitivity and realism about such a serious topic, and this story is definitely worth a read. Rest assured, the story isn't as fraught as I make it sound. Hell, it's even kind of fun!
( C'mon, give it a try... )A Handful of Rain