Fandom: THE AVENGERS (MOVIEVERSE)
Pairing: Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov
Length: 5407 and 6936 respectively
Author on LJ:
allisnowAuthor Website: LJ or
AO3Why this must be read: I read this fic early on in my forays into Avengers fandom, and it's always stuck with me. Clint and Natasha are both written very believably here - lost and emotionally raw following Loki's manipulations and the aftermath of the movie. Natasha knows something is wrong with Clint, though she doesn't guess what it is (at least not correctly) right away. Clint is fighting for his sanity, Natasha is fighting for their partnership, and
allisnow weaves the stories through their two opposing points of view.
"An Arrow, Discarded" is a chilling look at what Loki put in Clint's head, images and desires that he can't escape as easily as he did the overt control Loki had over him, because once things are thought and felt, they can't ever entirely be undone. Natasha, meanwhile (in "Out is Through") is struggling to deal with an experience that was truly
hers - not something that happened to a persona or a cover she could easily discard or file away in the recesses of her mind. At the same time that she's trying to regain her footing, she can tell that Clint is slipping away from her and sabotaging their partnership, but she doesn't know why. (Or how to fix it.)
The language is beautiful and emotionally descriptive, those emotions are raw and intense, and the connection between the two of them is deep but fragile, and she shows how they rebuild both themselves and each other through that connection.
Please read and heed the author's warnings - there's some pretty heavy stuff here. To those, I would also add that she includes some very vivid (and accurate) depictions of anxiety and panic attacks.
( Excerpt: Click for more )An Arrow, Discarded
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LJ and Out is Through
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LJAuthor's Summary:
He is Clint Barton and he is Hawkeye and he is Loki and he is a rime of blue ice. He is an arrow loosed from a madman's bow.and
Natasha is not afraid of dreams. (She dreams, but she does not remember.)If you like the story(s), please remember to take a moment and let the author know. It will absolutely make their day!