Fandom: MERLIN
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin, background Leon/Morgana and Lancelot/Gwen
Length: ~36,000 words
Author on LJ:
pensgarthAuthor Website:
AO3Warnings: please pay special attention to the specified warnings (make sure to highlight to see) ; there are several that might make this story very touchy for some people.
Why this must be read:
Author's Summary: When his best friend dies, a little bit of Merlin dies with him. He's struggling with self-harm, Hunith's struggling with alcoholism and everything seems hopeless. Then he meets Arthur Pendragon, someone who might be able to put him back together. Except Arthur's got problems too, and not everything is that simple. Can they make it work?
If you want a story that just makes you
feel, then this is definitely the fic for you. Everything is immediate, vibrant, and very much at the forefront of your soul. Now be warned, there is some very dark stuff explored. Themes of self harm, suicide, child abuse, and bullying bring the angst, pain, and melancholy to incredible levels. This fic is the first to make me cry this much in a long time.
And yet, there are brighter themes and emotions to even out the dark. We get romance, healing, friendship, and overcoming addiction and prejudice. Merlin's journey from the depths of despair to the brightness of a loving, healing relationship, with Arthur, his mother, and his friends, is an emotional journey that will stay with you for days and leave you gasping for breath.
( Feel the Emotions! )Be My Escape